more.

my wish is tobe able to write like the tori amos, sylvia plath, leslea newman, david sedaris and jim carroll. to be able to reach down deep inside to a place that hurts and bleeds and becomes crushingly happy and painstakingly in love. to give the whole truth and nothing else. to live by it and just write out your heart and soul. to give myself, all of myself until there is nothing left and then wring myself out to squeeze out every last drop like a lemon. bitter and sweet and sour. and then after i am all squeezed, i still come out writing more and more. there will always be more. but i don't really need to write like anyone else but myself.