dream on.

i'm getting closer and closer to realizing my want. but also closer to hurting someone that needs me but not necessarily wants me. i feel bad for hurting someone, i don't like hurting people but i have to do this or else i'll be stuck in this hell of an island. i hate it here and loathe that i have to work where i do. i need some wide open spaces. i liked the feel of the crisp cold air against my face. its cold but a great change from 80* everyday. someone has to get hurt no matter how i cushion it with words.