cool.

[mood]: ok but loathing work :(
[music]: smooth- santana ft. rob thomas

i am a bit worried about the results on Monday but i will post it when i know, no matter how painful it may turn out to be. let's hope for the best. if it is the worst, then hopefully it will kick me in the ass to write something great so that a piece of me will live on. but as far as i know i'm still alive.

work is still yuck. there is this new girl that i'm working with who i suspect is gay though i think that she's trying to be closeted about it. i remember those days. even though i'm still kind of there. it sucks to not be 100% of who you are and what you are. you would be a lot happier for it.

well i must get ready to leave soon. more tonight....